Another Module!

Holy maaaa, Endocrine has finished and another module (reproductive system) has started. and there's only 1 month to exam. yayy.
haven't even started reading GI -.- so screwed.
So damn stressed =_=
exam in early july, cello exam on 1st August, need to sit for IELTS asap as well because the due is on 18th July, with individual band score 7.5

Cello, haiz, im trying to practice everyday. i just started to learn the third song very recently (like 2 weeks ago), i think it's okay already but im so not used to do vibrato. wanna cry. and scales, i might just die again. Hate scales.

IELTS, stupid english test. Expired every 2 years. bluhhh. and stupid IMU has just announced it like last week too. wtf. hate this English test. i hate English test. I'm so worried about my speaking test and writing test. Writing maybe still okay since i actually scored last time, just the speaking test la. i got only band 6.5 last time. They ask stupid question and want you to describe something. I still remember the question i got last time was "Describe your childhood." LOL, in that 1 minute 'thinking time', all in my head was "I don't remember." HAHAHAH

siensss.

Damn stressed damn stressed.
People needs to stop pissing me off for this one whole month especially you (typical girl from *xx) im gonna be VERY BUSY AND VERY HOT TEMPERED AND VERY IMPATIENT AND .... I MIGHT KILL YOU?
I hate myself being like this. argh. sien.
STUPID IMU.

Again, no break after exam in july, will start semester 4 straightaway. WTF?

there's a problem with my cello 2 days back. the bridge kept on popping out.

whats wrong with you babe? please behave on the exam day, please.... ><

i damn scare if the bridge pop out or break the string again on the actual exam then i mmg GG.com already. buy a new cello for this exam but ended up wasting the registration fee because of my new cello? no man.....

i think i've gave up trying to put off weight. it seems like my weight is so fixed at 48-49kg (or even 50 sometimes). fine.. lol 

the lightest i've been in recent years was also 46.5kg. A Level time HAHA 

now i just want to be less fleshy. LOL

too much adipose tissue. sedentary lifestyle since i got out of TCSH. *cry at the corner

Trying to cut carbs this week but i broke it last night and for today's lunch. so much guilt but so much yumss T^T 

okay, im gonna be strict again tmrw.

IMU gives us shitty timetable because they keep getting MORE and MORE people into the uni but there's no enough lecture halls to accommodate all of us. So we are having lectures until 7pm. lols.

And they have reinforced the formal dress code in uni. No more casual wear eventhough you don't have class. You need to dress formal even if you're just going to the library to study or to buy food at cafeteria. THIS. IS. SO. BRILLIANT! come i clap for you :)

YAY IMU! i hope you bankrupt right after my batch graduated.

Also, as time passes, especially when we're getting the IELTS ready for PMS transferring purpose, mixed up feeling is mandatory, right? Happy, Excited, worried and sad.