mormorrr

here comes the random thinking time.

i fell down from a .. i dunno what does it call. something i was riding on in a fast food restaurant. i was 5. that thing was considered high for a kid. i fell down from the back when my cousin was shaking it vigorously in front. oh yeah. i don't think i cried. i stoned or i fainted. but i heard all my relatives screaming, "头爆了！"(which means the head burst. hahahha bleeding la) then i was rushed to hospital nearby, its just opposite the road. you find hospital selayang. hahaha. i was being sent into the OT or something facing down. that was the last thing i rmbr before i blackout again.


and then, i saw myself lying in the OT with doctor(s) and nurses around me getting busy with the back of my head. i was watching it from one corner of the ceiling as though i was floating. i thought i was dead.



this is not a ghost story. not a made-up story.
it DID happen.
and i think i am lucky enough to experience that.


#notetoself : Grateful