laziness

-.- said to myself that i will be finish uploading the photos i took in europe and blog abt my trip since i'd been asked to back up CBTL Tropicana City Mall from Monday to Wednesday, and their closing time is 10pm, so early. Thought i will have time¬ well, i did have, but i don't know where did i spend my time to...LOL okay, my Barcelona post is otw.**

YEAAA backed up at TC mall for 3days. Monday was the worst. so boring. abt 10 customers only for the 8hrs i spent there.. grr. and i met my chemistry lecturer in tcsh there. -.- ohh i mean ms Diana. blek.

after 3days of meditation at TC mall, and 1 off day, Friday i'm back in DPC outlet! OHMAIGOD heart attack. my shift was 4.30pm, once i got in, walao, non-stop doing until 6 because it was raining! everyone wants HOT drink. nehh.

then rest, bored for 2hrs, chilling with girls and guys haha! and the bombs came in at 9. i was alone at the station and the orders keep coming in omg i'm still new!! called for back up. thanks Foong for helping me to steam the milk, really helped out alot..gahaha, non stop till 11.30pm. crowd, the crowdSSS~! i probably made 30 hot chocolate in 2hours time. Lolz everyone ordered hot choc hot choc hot choc, and mocha latte. zzZ used up to 40 packs of fresh milk within that few hours. i can't imagine what's going to happen on new year's eve........

bought this Owl necklace on Thurs =D became so obsessed with owls accessories/stuff since i came back from Japan. LOL but i haven't bought many, but this necklace caught my attention too muchhhh =P an owl that acts like ladybird! hehehe

my boyfriend. HAHAHHA forever alone.

i met her. she's prettier than i saw in her photos. sorry, i was wrong. and i understand that i will never be your type of girl. well, now you know i stalked you and i stalked her, look, it's past tense. it's locked. i'm so afraid. i am not going to say i'm tired, i can straightaway tell you that, i don't hold onto any hope right now. You know we can't be "just friends". you can really pretend that you didn't know me at all. don't ask about me next time..because when he asked me, "how did you know XX?" i struggled a little. "Just friends." two simple words, hard to be told, when i know, we will never be just friends. i won't be chasing over you anymore. you left. you did. i don't know where am i going, maybe your way, maybe not. i leave it. i handed it to fate.

two more days till i buka puasa. gained so freaking much of weight during my vege diet. fuck i will never go onto this vege diet anymore in the future.