Life in progress ...

Life in progress ...

Thursday, 10 October 2013

记得

在YouTube晃了一圈
又回到这首耳熟能详的《记得》

最初原唱是A-mei 张惠妹
后来不断有人翻唱
有梁静茹 萧敬腾 方大同 林志炫
到最后 林俊杰在《她说》专辑中,重新诠释这一首他多年前写给阿妹的歌

都听过了
每个人都comment说方大同选错歌来唱了
说他太soul 太blue 太R&B 不适合唱这样的歌
可是Khalil的版本 却是我最喜欢的版本

可能他的唱法没有JJ 阿妹 林志炫的好
但是这个版本 我第一次听 就被编曲刺到了
没有太多 开头都是很简单的钢琴声
二段稍稍搭上哀哀的小提琴

慢慢加强的钢琴声
让整首歌听起来
他真的很累了
他的伤心 是埋在心里面 很深很深 很久很久
很难说出来

2:25那里 爆发着 像在说
“你真的不记得了吗?”
然后再一段静静的 显露无奈

记得那一次
在他的演唱会
他弹唱这一首
我还真的泛泪 LOL


方大同 记得
Timeless 可啦思刻


Wednesday, 9 October 2013

FOOOOOOOOD and US

get back up because life goes on.
huuuuu. so i finished up my AIR topic in 2 days and submitted it this evening. And done my PBL within 2 hours just now.
no class tomorrow! and since i've finished up those shits early, yes, im here again.

will be quite a mixed up post. since i haven't really update on what happened recently. i mean, recently recent. hahahah! okay, maybe not so. some keypics here!

24th September,
had a long break (4 hours) between two lectures. so we decided to eat out. at first we thought of some burger in subang, but it only opens at 5.30pm (nope, not burgerlab)
so~~ Chef's Bakery in Sri P.
it's a new place for me. but it was opened since like..about two months?
well the food is good =D
and the glass is sexy. look at those curves

Chicken ala milano
spent like 3hours there. mostly talking, gossiping. hahaha good time :)


26th September,

was a super hectic day for all the group 1 peeps.
Clinic visit from 7.15am to 12.30pm, PBL from 2-3.30pm, and Clinical skills session from 4-6pm.
our brains can barely think of anything since pbl..and all of us were dying attending css -.-
Had dinner with ma boyfriend at his college. LOL yeah, in KDU.
it's like a practical thingy for his coursemates to 'work' in the restaurant every week.

the dessert. i don't know whats its name. XD
but the rum paste up there taste good.

ahh, i miss the soup already. i like the soup so muchhhh
and their toast. MUAHAHHA
ok la, the steak not bad also. (but the ship ones are nicer)
and my boy's steak was like..so raw. he said the cow is still running in the field. HAHAHA

28th September,
went out for movies with him =D
for so long we haven't had movie dates
he was preparing brunch :
Richard burger.
Homemade patty! yum yum =9

look at Sparky and Husky! 
Sparky's saliva all over the floor. haha

watched <2 Guns> and <My Lucky Star>
hmm....... <2 Guns> was good. plotting, i mean.

29th September,
lol, this is gonna be a food post.
dinner date with my girls at Three Little Pigs and Big bad wolf @ Bangsar Village I
there's a loooooooooong list in the menu and the restaurant mainly serves pork dishes..
so, it's a good thing i don't eat pork! narrowed down my choices. 
but still, i got a wrong choice. should have picked some other stuff. lol

Fisherman's basket.
i would say, it took so much effort for me to finish half of them.
not that good.

RJ ordered The Wolf's Favourite.
erm it's kind of like a featured dish, so i guess it's not bad? hahaha!
the poached egg lies beautifully on top of the pasta.

PH's Pork Lovers Aglio E Oglio
i don't know. i didn't try.
i take picture only. HAHAHA

YX, what did you order?
i can't find the description with pineapple and fried onion rings from the menu available online LOL
her comment was, "If you like pork, then it's nice."
XD

for drinks right, DON'T order the watermelon+apple+mint

and we were like fans of red velvet cake. so we headed to Just Heavenly in BSC afterwards
soooooo many red velvet cakes in the chiller. LOL

we had Red velvet, death by chocolate and carrot cake.
Death by chocolate and the Red velvet are good!
carrot cake is somewhat similar to the one in coffee bean, or i would say coffee bean ones are better.

selca time :P 




oh yeah, we skyped with WJ who's in India now..with her friend John the skull!


#potd

i shall stop here. my nose is running away!
lols.
so sick -.- luckily no class tmrw.
i think that's 相思病  im having now. haizzzz
:(
i miss you

Sunday, 6 October 2013

再静静地
哭一哭
给阿公:

阿公,还痛吗?不痛了吧?
阿公啊,对不起。这几年都很少和你说话了。不是我不跟你说,只是每一次我在你旁边,你都看不到我。我叫你,你也听不到。爸爸说要大声点,所以每次我只是用喊的叫你一声阿公,还有阿公吃饭!就没再说话了。
两年前的团圆饭,我看到你吃得满嘴都是饭粒,我其实也有心疼,知道阿公真的老了。
然后最近这几个月你患上了脑退化,别说我们了,有时候你连爸爸都不认得。几个星期前爸爸还跟我说,阿公现在快乐了,没烦恼了。
但是今天爸爸和我都很感慨。你辛苦了一大辈子,快乐也只是那几个月。阿公你身体还强壮,如果不是这么一跌敲到头,我们最少还可以有多几年一起过。
和你的记忆虽然不多,但是想想,可能只是我不记得了。
很小的时候,“阿公阿嫲来了!” 哥哥姐姐和我都飞着出去门口。然后你和阿嫲会下车,打开van的后座门,问我们要喝什么。如果有F&N grapefruit,阿公一定先问我们要不要。还有kickapoo。然后我们一进门就被妈妈骂。现在每次看到那种玻璃瓶的汽水,会真的很怀念。
每一次我跟妈妈去pasar,都是留妈妈一个人进去买东西,我坐在姑姑的档口等她。有时候阿公你会坐在对面,或者你会在面档吃面,我过去叫阿公的时候,你都会“喂!阿薏!呵呵呵。”
每个孙你都好疼。以前我考第一的时候,你会知道的。(gombak的八婆太厉害了) 然后你又送过我链子,耳环的。虽然我都没有戴(因为学校不给戴,还有因为是金),但是我记得的。那对耳环是有镶着红宝石的。还有你每次跟别人介绍,“我大儿子的女儿,很厉害读书的!”
阿公,怎么办,其他的我好像都不记得了。
只是人越长大,要面对的要接受的越是严峻和残酷。
……
阿公,好好走。
好多人都来送你了。阿婷阿雯他们都在。Vivi也在。牵挂这折磨人的东西,我们来就好…

*********

人生短短几十年,好命的,子孙满堂,安享晚年。
阿公今天回家了。

星期三早上,我是被一个很血腥的恶梦惊醒的。起床后准备去上课,我妈给我发了条短讯,说阿公去世了,要我回家。

阿公是在上个星期六跌倒,敲到后脑,淤血留在脑部。他已经昏迷几天了。但是情况还算稳定。星期一时我还听阿嫲说她叫阿公时,阿公有反应。然后星期二早上医生说要给阿公插喉管输药,但是阿公又发烧。晚上阿公退烧了,医生说隔天早上就可以准备插喉管了,谁知道阿公凌晨三点就走了。

这几天一放学就在姑姑家陪着阿公。虽然累,但是我已经没有别的可以为阿公做了,除了这样尽孝。

当然,这几天发生的事情也不少。我爸七个兄弟姐妹,个个都有故事。故事丰富,但多数都不是好的。其他的可以不说,除了这女人。

她是极品。