AHM.

i had one really hectic week, right after my birthday last thursday.
no time to meet my boyfriend, god damn lots of problems at workplace and all.

but still there's something great happened throughout the week though. Everyone's life is the same, bittersweet. It's how you look on it, how you live it. Take everything. taste and remember the sweet as motivations to move on, grow through the bitters.

Last saturday i had a really awesome skype chat with my primary classmate, also my exex-neighbour. She's in uk now. LOL actually we weren't that close i dunno why since dunno when she told me she has a "special feeling" towards me..she feels like want to get closer to me. hahahaha as in, sister type. she feels like im a dai ka jie. alrite.

i beh tahan looking at your long hair now hahahaha

chat with her from 4am till 7am, then sleep until 10, out for lunch, then work night shift. That shift is my nightmare. Working with them i almost die. i was too tired. Steve asked me out for supper after work, i actually wanted to go eh. but they make me soooo pekcek until i broke one cup. and punched out late. WAHLAO super fiery that night. so called off.

Thought it was a bad day. but when i reach home i feel something weird tho. the lights are all on. my bro opened the door for me 0.0 then he led me to the dining area. i saw something on the table..then there's a cake on the dining table. i was like wuu why suddenly got cake...? Then i saw my boyfriend standing over there OMG hak sei ngo. i stepped back a little i think LOL. he was there with the other Parkers aww <3 

Turned into a better mood instantly =)

one week working no off day until today.

Thursday was a public holiday and no one realized until a customer randomly talked about that on Wednesday night. then that day we were like OMG just me, Jiyni, Tham, Janice and Eiman. then busy until i accidentally spilled hot coffee onto Janice's hand and foot. >< so we -1 staff. WAHLAO non-stop. seriously. no time to connect wifi on my phone pun until 4pm -.- Zero-food, limited water supply. yes. not even have the time to drink some water.

Today is the same..long weekend due to Thaipusam tomorrow..today lagi geng. Me, Jiyni, Paul and Eiman jaga kedai. cause MR LEE WEI ZHEN NOT FEELING WELL. oh yea? last night jiyni went party until 5am. i went dinner and chilled out until 2.30am. i wasn't feeling well too. my sternum was so painful and i can't even make time to see my doctor for check up. i need to control my pace and try not to bend my body and take in deep breathe during work is that possible ? NO. we were SO BUSY the i need to bend down like thousands times and everytime i took an order, i need to take a deeeeep breathe cause i was so exhausted. phark man. today is a non-stop-moving-and-no-eat-day as well. 3ppl, cashier, E&B, ibc, buzzing, do dishes, handle impatient customers, worst of all, settle delivery. Delivery came at 12.45pm and we haven't even gao dim everything when it's 4.30pm. the whole outlet was soooooo messy. STRESSSSS

4 of us were like repeating the same sentences,

"Hungry lah."

"Oh my God."

"Ahhh my back/my legs."

"Veryyyy tiredddd.."

"AHHHHH."

"I want to go home!"

"I miss Tham/ my boyfriend/ my bed."

he really pissed me off. 99

Happy thing :

Last night i had dinner with my girls, WJ named it as <Miss Lim & Miss Chan's Forever Young Birthday Celebration> HAHAHHAHA. yea it's my post-birthday and rj's pre-birthday celebration together. We planned to go The ship actually..because i felt like eating chicky chop.. lol :P

but the sky was pouring yesterday evening. it was so damn super jam so we changed venue to Alexis at the Gardens.

Still got to get my chicky meal, although not as yummy as combo. hahahaha

Roasted Tarragon Chicken

CAKESSSS because i was still very very hungry after my roasted chicky! the tiramisu is the bomb!

nuts =D

when the looooooooong bill comes, it gave me a shock HAHAH it was really looooong.

okay enough photo of us.

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LADY BEING 20.

received awesomo pressies from them. HAHA

SEEEEE my OBAMAAAA

DORAEMON SET FROM EC HAHAHAHHAHAHA

it's quite easy to make me smile tho. Love letter in a very pretty box. i love that box!!

SUPERB BFF TUMBLER!! i laughed when i saw the pictures.

THANKIU RJ <3 

and an expandable wallet from PH..i havent opened it yet =P i am quite surprised. is it really waterproof??

KAYY that's it for now. it's 2am already D=

still skyping with my sisbro hahah 80% of our skype time is..laughing.

Changing the first digit

The day has finally arrived, after being emo for MONTHS that i'll be turning 20. oops, i mean, i am 20 now.

Don't ask me why am i so concerned about the age..they say 19 to 20 is not a big difference what. "it's like 18 to 19 ma."
NO.
NOT ALIKE at all.
19 to 20. you see. the first digit changed..

im no longer a "teen".

LOL

yea.
so, by this time. im 20 years old + 1 day already.

like previous years i don't expect to have any bombastic celebration..
this year, my plan was pretty simple : Sleep until lunch time, lunch with family, and hang around with dramas or sleep again.
Plan always ruined by my dumbass family. my bro the first.
i really feel like punching him you know.
ended up we have our "dinch" at 5pm. so awesome. ohh, dinner+lunch.

which actually makes my stomach hanging right now at 3am.

after the "dinch", cakes time at home.

having two birthday cakes this year. one was sent by someone to my doorstep one day earlier.

Thank you =D

ngahh, upload the pictures later they're all with my bro.

So after that had time with my bros, the OO Gang? LOL with le primary school bros la :P

redeemed a free drinks from juice works. the staff asked me did i redeem from other outlet?

OMG i can actually get 12 free drinks from juice works today.

Polaroids of the day <3 

pretty buddy Huai Ni

Eunice and Adeline

the girls were busy taking pictures while the guys were busy eating! HAHAHAH

some interesting and memorable things to be remembered. hahahah

not sure if you guys can see, nvm for my own reference! =P

First of all, my sweetie RJ. changed her twitter dp at 12am. how cute my girl.

another sweetie YX. see how sweet she is. i smiled when i read just the first 3 lines preview.

"Happy TWENTIETH birthday!!" yea thank you for your concern. hahahah

Foong the funny guy. seriously i laughed so hard when replying his texts.

he said im so confident, i said i learn from him, sifu. then he replied, "i have to say you are better now."

and all.....hahahahhahahah

nth much abt this. HAHA it was just so ngam 1.17am when i was like finally chilled abit.

the Capricorn's page on twitter. hahahahha lol i dunno. but it wrote Jan 17 = the day of Heavyweight.

ahh, now i know why.

probably cannot see. but i have 20 notifications tonight on my 20th birthday.

Last but not least, my handsome boy. The first person i saw at 12am, and the last person i met today. I just feel right being with you. glad i have you =) 

Loving both these pictures.

He said "Looks pretty."

i know, from far la ma. HAHAHHA

ehh, i can be pretty also.

it's just, "to be or not to be."
HAHAHHAHAHA








just ..im lazy to exercise
i dunno how to make up
dun have pretty long hair
talk very loud
laugh like "HAHAHA"
cannot cook
drive recklessly

you cant find the words like "Cute", "Elegant" on me
i know, i know. and it's ok.
i've been living like this for 19, i mean, 20 years.....
i know my cousin is pretty, my sister is pretty, my pals are pretty.....
but SOMETIMES i think im pretty also hahahahhahahahah ok lah i mean, im cool.

Did i mention how i actually feel now?
i thought i'll be very emo. but no i didn't.
im quite happy tho that i am 20 already..i feel so "adult" now. getting nearer to be 21. feeling more responsibilities to be carried on my shoulders..
im like..i can see my future already. HAHAHAHHA
alrite craps rite. i know.

nahh.
Happy Birthday to me.
Thank you everyone who had this with me, i love you peopleeeee
and im adding more love to someone special :P

有时候觉得自己还是有很幼稚的思想

就是不想失去联系

就是那几个小时

可以让我陷入那么深 那么深的没落低洼

你有没有想过我会怕

我怕 我当然怕

谁见过鬼不怕黑

如果同样的事情发生第二次

我还真的不知道要怎样去应付

好了 几个小时空白了

然后你交代了

然后走在路上

我真恨我的预感我的直觉

我不知道为什么

我就抬头望了一下

我一直告诉自己没什么 没什么

结果自信仍旧输给了自卑

我不喜欢跑步 我只有在很难过很难过的时候才会想要去跑步

对啊

今天我去跑步了

对啊

我很难过 很难过

after all i'm still on my own.

对啊

鼻子酸过了 眼泪忍住了

坐在湖边风嗖嗖地吹

好冷好冷

你们只是朋友 偶然遇见 于是放慢速度打个招呼

我知道 我真的知道

安全感却完全被淹没了

完全被自卑征服了

我认了

不是你的错

因为我从来不知道当初你为什么离开

也不知道是什么让你回来

如果 我只是你另一个选择………

天哪

为什么就不能让我平平静静地过一天吗

2013

HI it's 2013! how are you?



lol. just feel like crapping some stuff here..since i haven't got myself a diary book for this year yet.
yea, again. because every year ends too fast before i could realized. i reminded myself to get a diary book as early as in November, but before i got one, the new year has arrived.

Every year we wish for something new, something good, something we wanted to accomplish and wanted to do...bla bla bla bla bla....let me check what i wished for in the year 2012.









**********LOADING***************
NO MATCH FOUND.
none ?!
wtf i wrote nothing about my wish on 01.01.12?! ohh damn seriously -___- not even on my bday last year. what i've been living on for the one whole year.......

*okay, not even in my previous blog.*

never mind.
i'd set up a few target last few months rite? when i blogged about YX's bday.
i got none of them. LOL kayyy they'll be added into my new year's motivation/ targets too.

so now i'm starting this. my 2013.
1. COMPLETE GERMAN LANGUAGE LESSON B2 (if possible proceed further)
2. CELLO EXAMINATION yeshh im doing this!
3. LONG TERM SAVING PLAN (as i stated before, i wanted to go to US)
4. LOSE WEIGHT HAHAHHAHA best joke ever

actually, i can only think of the first two. others are craps.

undeniable, as we grow, the more we realized how much our parents have done for us. when we finally have the ability to take care of them, they might be too old. for this year, be a better daughter, not to argue with and make them angry, one of the things i'll try really hard to do.

i really love limbeh <3 my superman.

but we are the one who made him that "fashionable-white-hair" all these years.

Limbeh, we all know it.

and when we tell you "I LOVE YOU!" you show us that "0.0 " face. hehehe cute dao

And i had a great start of the year under the fireworks. just so you know, i make wishes to everything i could possibly thought of. i made wishes to candles, to the coins, to the moon, to the stars, to the rain, to the skies, and the fireworks. HAHAHAHHA because i dun think i'll ever get to watch a single meteor by chance.

i love you that's it. :)

so much love baby.

talked about our previous visit to Hong Kong, when i was only 11 months old. my sister asked my parents, "Not troubling meh bringing one baby walk here walk there?" Then daddy mommy were like, "WAH, she walks faster than you!!" HAHAHHAHAHA never knew i was a hyperactive baby. and we went to Shenzhen that time, from what i watched in drama, the custom is always crowded like shit. so i asked again, isn't it troubling? mommy told me, not at all..because the tour guide that time loves to carry me alot. i was like wtf?! later the tour guide kidnap me away then you people know..i'm so cute! buahahahhahaha!!

kay enough bullsh*ting myself :)

Happy New Year. <3 

live in love, live in hope, live in joy, live the life.

*i don't want to celebrate my birthday this year..im turning 20 you know..it's TU-WEN-TY. im getting further away from my cuteness as time passes. haihhhhhh alamakkkk don't remind me don't remind me.

*and yeah, finally, im getting into uni real soon