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i don't blog as frequent as i did anymore. i always want to, but lack of material. hahahaaa

been a month since i resumed my studies. last week was free and easy..looking at the timetable..so many PS time. but this upcoming week, yea i mean tmrw, is going to be crazehhhh. labs and CSU and MMS and tonnes of lectures. ohh-owhh

everyone is giving me pressure. they study study revise revise. i do nothing nothing. heyy im serious. i keep playing my phone/iPad only while the others are revising/ preparing for the next lecture. im way too chilled.

okay i know i need to get back up. maybe tomorrow? :P
pity my t-shirts in my wardrobe. i got no more time for them.

So last saturday i had a date with Richard, Justin & Sean dee, JC & Shu Fen.
buahahha we watched the movie <Snitch>
mmhmm. mmmmhmmmmmmmm.
family? drugs? loyalty. "learning issues" i got from the movie.
Parents take any risks for their children.
Drugs lead to bad outcomes always.
Friendship is fragile if loyalty does not exist between you and ur friends.

then we had dinner at Chili's, where jc and shu fen joined us. hahahahha 6 of us, all the greedy kids. ordered so many dishes and everyone couldn't finish D: hahahahha

justin and sd =D

sexy boy distracting me when im trying to decide what to take

MUAHAHHAHA

lala mui of the day.

okay i shall sleep. didn't do revision, didn't prepare for lectures.......

im just gonna look at my boyfriend when he's asleep.....through skype HAHAHHA

good night <3 

yeah, have nearly been a month.

im better on the outside. 

im not sure .

i still feel helpless.

i still feel lonely.

i still dare not to walk out of the backyard of my house.

i still cry a little when i see the other huskies.

i miss hugging you </3

i want to talk to you again...