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i don't blog as frequent as i did anymore. i always want to, but lack of material. hahahaaa

been a month since i resumed my studies. last week was free and easy..looking at the timetable..so many PS time. but this upcoming week, yea i mean tmrw, is going to be crazehhhh. labs and CSU and MMS and tonnes of lectures. ohh-owhh

everyone is giving me pressure. they study study revise revise. i do nothing nothing. heyy im serious. i keep playing my phone/iPad only while the others are revising/ preparing for the next lecture. im way too chilled.

okay i know i need to get back up. maybe tomorrow? :P
pity my t-shirts in my wardrobe. i got no more time for them.

So last saturday i had a date with Richard, Justin & Sean dee, JC & Shu Fen.
buahahha we watched the movie <Snitch>
mmhmm. mmmmhmmmmmmmm.
family? drugs? loyalty. "learning issues" i got from the movie.
Parents take any risks for their children.
Drugs lead to bad outcomes always.
Friendship is fragile if loyalty does not exist between you and ur friends.

then we had dinner at Chili's, where jc and shu fen joined us. hahahahha 6 of us, all the greedy kids. ordered so many dishes and everyone couldn't finish D: hahahahha

justin and sd =D

sexy boy distracting me when im trying to decide what to take

MUAHAHHAHA

lala mui of the day.

okay i shall sleep. didn't do revision, didn't prepare for lectures.......

im just gonna look at my boyfriend when he's asleep.....through skype HAHAHHA

good night <3 

yeah, have nearly been a month.

im better on the outside. 

im not sure .

i still feel helpless.

i still feel lonely.

i still dare not to walk out of the backyard of my house.

i still cry a little when i see the other huskies.

i miss hugging you </3

i want to talk to you again...

you may read...

okay this is a random weekend post when i am supposed to study.
you may read, if you want. hahahahhaha :P

we meet people everyday, different people, and everyone has their own stories..
There is this three seniors i hang with recently.

the first one said to us, "aiyak, i dunno what to do for my girlfriend's birthday this year. any idea?"
so then we asked him what he has done for the previous years. and his story was indeed romantic. hahaha
he brought the girlfriend to the valentine's bridge (idk where) the night before her bday, set up love shape candles, and they stayed in the car, and 12am fireworks. wahhhhhhh
second year was quite standard, but still, he cook for her. ngaww

rmbr one guy was asking the same question and i told him what i hope my bf will do for me. and he was like, "YEA HORRRR..."
yesss. for me that will probably be the most romantic stuff a guy would have done for his girl. it's not easy, that's why it's romantic.

second one was quite drama. his life is a drama. damn dramatic....all girls sis-zoned him. lol. then Jenny and i were like, ohkay, just like how we were being bro-zoned by our friends. HAHAHA he said when his phone's reminder rang, that means someone's mensus comes. lol

third one. his love was so innocent and pure. but the way he changed for his girlfriend, values his girlfriend and all... we can see he's a good guy la. and he is still hoping to see her again. ohmaigawd that's just so... ='(

they make me think.
Life.
too many possibilities.
like playing dota, same team same character, the outcome could be totally different.

***
♥ the awesome guys

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P94DusN4LsY

slack slack

2 weeks since the last post. i do always have the urge to update..but arghh it's okay.

i've finally resumed my studies after 8 months, and been through the orientation that lasts for 2 weeks, (disaster), and today, tuesday, had my very first formal lecture in IMU.

i have a lot of things to do in fact, but i choose to update a little a bit over here. cause i've been slacking the whole day. nahh, just do it tomorrow.

i 'officially' moved into the condominium opposite to my uni on Monday, and this morning i woke up at 7.30am. AHA, i thought my class starts at 8.30am. so i was like taking my own sweet time to get ready....by the time i reach the auditorium i was still thinking, "hahh, im early today :) " but then i heard voices from the auditorium LOL i was like how could the lecturer starts the class early?!.....after i've taken my seat, i realized the class actually starts at 8am. LOLLLL first day.

tomorrow is the final presentation for stupid PPD workshop. im still wondering why the heck did our group get into final round -.- lol. will just try not to embarrass ourselves tomorrow in front of fellow peers and also the dean. and the reflective writing due on Friday T^T wanna cry. don't know what to write...sigh. everyday need to do reflective writing, self-evaluation...

Today we had our first formal PBL session as well. the session goes smoother compared to the induction last week. HAHA also our facilitator Prof Hla, like our mama for this semester. She shared us some strategy to survive med school nowadays. Below are what she had included :-

- Everyday after uni study from 7.30pm to 11.30pm. at least 4hours.

- Form a study group of 2-4 people

- Friday you can have fun after uni

- Saturday you may slack until 9am, then study whole day, except for an hour lunch & dinner

- Sunday you may have fun

- *for early stages only

i was like..4hours........ problem .___.

can you? 

eyebags, looks like we're fated to be together. come, sayang.